Thursday, October 7, 2010

i am who i am....

did u know me??
of course u not...
u can't judge me if u don't know me...
don't judge a book by its cover...

 i know who i am..
and people arounds me 2...
i love to smile and a hepy go lucky person...
i love to be friends with everyone, as long as they are sincere with me...

if u don't like me?
that doesn't matter to me..
coz i'm not dying without u to be frenz with me....
if i lost one frenz...i would get ten more frenz...

i will die without my family...
they are everything to me...
i love to be with them...
they are my strength in my life....

family first than other things....
for my family....
I LOVE ALL OF U MORE THAN MYSELF!!!!

Monday, October 4, 2010

what comes around turns around....

i have done so many things....
i have go through so many chapter in my life....
i have feel so many feelings....
n i have know so many types of peoples especially men....

i have hurt their feelings...
i have makes them hepy..
i make them angry...
n i make them crazy of me...

when i'm bored...
i leave them...
i just go away from them...
n ask them to stay away from me...

am i so cruel??
i done it coz my own reason...
i also don't understand it...
but i have do it....

but at one time...
i have falling in love with someone....
i love him so much...
with all my hearts...

but i have made a mistake....
i have been unfaithful to him...
although he was really love me...
n want me to be stay with him forever...

he just leave me....
coz he can take it that i have been cheat to him ,
for all this while i'm with him...
but i really love him...

i like have lost something in my life...
like somethings not complete in myself...
i'm so lonely...
n i'm feel regret with what that i have done to him...

i'm start thinking....
maybe this is what others feel ,
when i do the same way to them before this....
i'm really sad and regret it...

it what people always say to me....
WHAT COMES AROUND TURNS AROUND....
n i have know it now.....

Saturday, October 2, 2010

fulfill my heartz.....

what should i done...
should i appreciate what that i have now??
or should i find some others things to fulfill my hearts...

sometimes i also don't know what that i want...
i have try to change..
but i can't...

i'm want to be serious with somethings...
but i'm afraid i would be hurt...

just one things i know...
i would try.....