bored.............

why i'm so bored now???
nothing to do,and nothing to think about...
people keep talking about the same thing...
but i would never change.....

so bored make me crazy.....
crazy make me bored.....
is that same?
of course not...

u like me or not,
thats doesn't matter for me...
i'm would be who i am...
n u would be who u r...

don't try to change me..
coz u have to change first....
don't try to advise me...
coz u have to look into a mirror urself first...

please don't ever force me...
coz i really hate that...
don't push me to do something that i won't....
coz u would make me bored with u...

when i'm bored...
everything would be change...
my love,my heartz, n my intention to u..
would be lost....

don't try to do that....
coz u would be regret it....
and i would be happy and calm with myself...
just bare it in ur mind....

what should i do???

i don't know....what should i do now???
what i got, is something that i don't want...
what i do, is something that i don't like...
people around me also cannot help me with this....

should i follow myself,
or listen to others opinion also...
i may not get to make my own right decision,
but i also cannot ask others to find the solution for me....

i have also to make it happen...
but i don't know how to make it happen...
something that i did not expects at all had happened,
and i still in confuse................
please.....
i want this to be done clearly as soon as possible....

what i fell right now...

love is something that all of us have..
either from your family or frenz....
for me,my familys love is more important...

life always not fair for us....
we will be happy and sad just in a moment...
all our precious moment with someone we love,
will just blow away just in a moment....

love not really important rite now...
what i fell now, is nothing to remember.n to feel about...
people cannot understand and go through our heartz..but i will.....