what should i do???

i don't know....what should i do now???
what i got, is something that i don't want...
what i do, is something that i don't like...
people around me also cannot help me with this....

should i follow myself,
or listen to others opinion also...
i may not get to make my own right decision,
but i also cannot ask others to find the solution for me....

i have also to make it happen...
but i don't know how to make it happen...
something that i did not expects at all had happened,
and i still in confuse................
please.....
i want this to be done clearly as soon as possible....